Love, Life, Trust, Sacrifices..

blurrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.................
do i always have to make people hate me?
aiyah.., didn't mean that way actually...
some of my post might made people feel that it's about them..it's subjective..
i can type bout this person n in another line, another person...
can't they just get it..?
i'm relating all that i feel when i'm typing a new post..
everything that i thought n feel will be burst out only at that point..
not the other way around!
so.., I AM SO SORRY FOR MAKING ANYBODY FEELS MAD AT ME.
ok..?
now.., i'm gonna minimize my talk n maximize my writings...
i didn't put names on my post.., showing that i didn't point it just at one person..
it's true.., i need a counselor actually..
cause.., it's their job to listen and give advice..
plus.., they're surely older than me and more matured to understand..
hey friends.., i'm sorry ok..
didn't mean to hurt anybody..
i'm so damn lost last night and just burst out anything that crossed my mind..

i've seen ur post in fb.., and i know.., that's for me..
i'm so so so sorry ok..
i love u guys so much..
and i regard u as my best friends..
there's some things that u didn't like about me and me too sometimes have something that i don't like about you..
i'm trying to change..
maybe i made a big mistake last night by typing without thinking about the consequences..
but.., i'm a normal human being after all//
and i do made mistakes..
again.., i'm sorry..


maybe for this time being.., you just hate to even pick up my calls and texts..
and it's my mistake after all..
i'm so sorry...
i will never open my mouth to tell you anything after this except for important things that is necessary for me to talk..
ok..?
again.., for the i don't know how many times..,
i'm sorry..

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