Love, Life, Trust, Sacrifices..

Raya or Eid..,
it's a celebration for muslims after a month of fasting and everybody will wear new clothes and sharing happiness with everyone. we will seek forgiveness from human after seeking forgiveness from ALLAH  S.W.T in ramadhan..

Alhamdulillah for those who get their chance for lailatulqadar..

but me..? not even a chance because i didnt even have time for tarawih prayers.

as a daughter of a night market's vendor, i have to help my father run his business despite of doing my own matters.

this eid bring happiness and also sadness for me as i get to celebrate it with a friend of mine..

but, i didnt get to celebrate eid with my own mother..

Gosh.., i didnt know what to type already when i wanna start talking about thing that involves my mother..

i think that's all for now

Assalamualaikum...


** btw, if u wanna see my eid pictures, u can see it through my facebook account..

www.facebook.com/zednadilove

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blurrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.................
do i always have to make people hate me?
aiyah.., didn't mean that way actually...
some of my post might made people feel that it's about them..it's subjective..
i can type bout this person n in another line, another person...
can't they just get it..?
i'm relating all that i feel when i'm typing a new post..
everything that i thought n feel will be burst out only at that point..
not the other way around!
so.., I AM SO SORRY FOR MAKING ANYBODY FEELS MAD AT ME.
ok..?
now.., i'm gonna minimize my talk n maximize my writings...
i didn't put names on my post.., showing that i didn't point it just at one person..
it's true.., i need a counselor actually..
cause.., it's their job to listen and give advice..
plus.., they're surely older than me and more matured to understand..
hey friends.., i'm sorry ok..
didn't mean to hurt anybody..
i'm so damn lost last night and just burst out anything that crossed my mind..

i've seen ur post in fb.., and i know.., that's for me..
i'm so so so sorry ok..
i love u guys so much..
and i regard u as my best friends..
there's some things that u didn't like about me and me too sometimes have something that i don't like about you..
i'm trying to change..
maybe i made a big mistake last night by typing without thinking about the consequences..
but.., i'm a normal human being after all//
and i do made mistakes..
again.., i'm sorry..


maybe for this time being.., you just hate to even pick up my calls and texts..
and it's my mistake after all..
i'm so sorry...
i will never open my mouth to tell you anything after this except for important things that is necessary for me to talk..
ok..?
again.., for the i don't know how many times..,
i'm sorry..

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do you ever feel so down until u cant do anything?
u cant cry so u cant release the burdens in ur minds?
thats what i felt...
not always but sometimes..., when peope hurt me deeply..., made me too angry.., or when i'm too tensed..
by that time.., i can do just anything.. unpredictable actions that somehow people will never think i will do it.. i'm a hot tempered person.., but.., now.., i'm trying my best to control my emotions..
i don't know what to say actually..
just feeling down..
people come n go in our life.. but.., not all of them we can forget easily.. some left us good memories n some left us in deep sorrow..
but.., no matter what people did to us.., we have to be good to them.. :)

let bygones be bygones as we're living not just for today..
and the world not only just revolve around us..
i'll babble more later... as i'm out of idea rite now..

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salam...
hey y'all..!
i'm nadia n i created this blog to express my thoughts n ideas, etc..:)
be free to be my follower n please comment if u hv anything to tell me...:)

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